It's getting dull. Do you realise that? Feels as though it's on repeat mode. It's a waiting game. As much as I want to do anything, I can't. I wait and wait. When time comes, it's the same thing, over and over again. I don't even think those words mean anything. Maybe I should just leave. That is what I've been trying to do, but you keep coming back. Why am I even holding on to this?